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  • Leafy lessons in green ink

    Hey, friends...here's a column I wrote for the paper several weeks ago and never got around to posting....hope you like it:

    Our beautiful world is a love story, told in pictures.
    St. Paul says we can learn about God by looking at His reflection in His creation.
    We
    can read His words and we can hear sermons preached, but one of the
    best ways I know to learn what He's really like is to look at this
    world He made and observe how it operates. To see Nature in motion.
    Like a book tells us about its author, a painting about its painter, a
    symphony about its composer, the natural world reflects the personality
    of its Maker, shows us what He delights in, what He's all about.

    Right now, in our yard just a few blocks from the Square, a small drama is being played out. A lesson is there for the learning.
    What's
    left of last fall's grass has faded to the color of oatmeal, and a few
    stray brown leaves have been mashed into it here and there. But for the
    past week or so, the dreary lawn has been spangled with a happy flurry
    of tiny flowers in Easter-egg colors — crocuses, pastel yellow and
    lavender and shell-white, with yolk-yellow centers. And if you look
    closely, you’ll see, almost hidden by the rusty azalea bushes, a
    scattering of snowdrops' delicate porcelain bells. Crocuses and
    snowdrops — the hopeful vanguard of springtime.
    crocuses close best And if you
    look carefully in your yard or your neighbor's this afternoon, you're
    liable to see green shoots peeking out from muddy flowerbeds and at the
    corners of sidewalks. Flower bulbs are sending up their first leaves,
    poking up out of the wet, cold dirt to brave the icy wind.
     Like the
    bright pansies we set out last fall, the young shoots have already
    weathered some storms. Encrusted with ice crystals and sugared with
    snowflakes, still they've grown, insistently pushing up toward the
    sparse sunlight. Hidden within their brave greenness, they hold bright
    promise of flowers — daffodils, hyacinths, paper-whites. Leafy lessons
    for us, hand-written in green chlorophyll ink.

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     The new
    plants have sprung from homely brown bulbs that have spent the winter
    resting underground, regrouping, recharging, recuperating, rejuvenating
    for a season, tucked away under a blanket of earth. Then, called forth
    on just the right day, the tender green shoots spring free from their
    earthy blanket and pop their heads out of the covers, like grinning
    tousle-headed toddlers impatient for a new day to delight in.

    Isn't
    that just like what happens in our lives? We have our own seasons.
    Springtimes of tender newness, of planting seeds in gentle sunshine, of
    soft rains....summertimes of blazing warmth and fertile growth and
    electrifying storms....breezy autumns of gathering the fruit we've
    tended in the slanting yellow sunlight....and then quiet wintertimes,
    when we turn inward — maybe to grieve, or maybe just to rest and
    reflect and gather our thoughts, and nourish ourselves with what we've
    gathered in the harvest-time, and with memories of the beauty of
    long-ago springs.

    Sometimes winters seem long, and our
    time underground drags slowly, our hearts held captive by the long cold
    nights. But our spinning green Earth gradually moves closer to the sun,
    and the days inch longer, and the long-missed warmth begins to gently
    seep down into our centers, and something long-forgotten begins to stir
    again. A tiny sprout, just faintly green, uncurls itself from the bulb,
    and somehow knows to move upward through the dark toward the warmth and
    light. Spiraling around the rocks in its way, the almost-leaf grows up
    and up, until the moment comes and it breaks through the crust into the
    sunshine.

    I've seen it happen, and you have, too. A loving
    mother loses her child, or a wife her husband, and icy grief freezes
    her life into winter. The green leaves of her hope shrink back into the
    dry brown bulb, and blooming joy withers, and she seems all but gone
    herself. But her heart is just resting, healing, dormant, under the
    blanketing snows of her sorrow. Then — on  just the right day, at just
    the right hour, the healing warmth surrounds her and the moist green
    life hiding inside her dry, sore heart is called forth again by a
    loving whisper. A tiny sprout ventures out, and soon, hope unfurls its
    leaves, and bright joy blooms again.

    Love stories told in pictures, for those who take time to look.

    By Celia DeWoody

    Copyright Harrison Daily Times 2008
    Published Feb. 27, 2008


  • Happy  Easter, my friends!

    I hope you've all had an uplifting Easter, and have had a chance to really reflect on and rejoice in the Resurrection.

    As always, especially since my return to the Catholic faith, Lent and Holy Week have been very meaningful to me. And this year's observations have been doubly special for me, because my husband has joined me at Mass. He's been going to church with me faithfully since the beginning of Advent, and seems to be growing in his appreciation for the Catholic way of worship.

    We went together to Holy Thursday Mass, and I told him he really got a dose of Roman Catholicism at its finest, with the priest washing the feet of some of the men in the church, and incense (I LOVE incense--- just smelling it makes me feel a sense of joy!), and even a  hymn in Latin!

    Then the Good Friday Celebration of the Lord's Passion and Veneration of the Cross was very solemn, touching service...I was in tears by the time we left the church in silence, with the tabernacle doors open to signify Christ's absence in death.

    Doyle wasn't able to go to Easter mass today, because he woke up with a sick migraine, but I knew he was with me in spirit as we rejoiced in the Resurrection.

    It's been a fun weekend as well as a spiritually meaningful one. Yesterday afternoon, we drove over to my dear friend ozarksfarmgirl's place in Ozark County, Missouri, for a fish fry with her family and some close neighbors in their adorably rustic "party barn" on their farm. It's always so much fun, and such an encouragement to my spirit, to be with Janet and her family, and to be able to enjoy the antics of her CUTE grandchildren.

    Then today, Doyle's mom Ruby and my son Jamie joined us at our house after church for a traditional Easter dinner. I tried my hand at a new recipe that I've always wanted to try - homemade strawberry shortcake, with the cake the crumbly sweet biscuits that I think is the traditional kind of shortcake...like big biscuits with a little sugar added, and made with real butter instead of shortening. They were a hit!

    Now I've got a big pot of bean and ham soup on the stove, and Mississippi cornbread baking in the oven...wish y'all could all come over for supper!

    What's new with y'all, my friends?

  • "It's spring fever. That is what the name of it is.
    And
    when you've got it, you want — oh, you don't
    quite know what it is you
    do want, but it just fairly
    makes your heart ache, you want it so!"

    Mark Twain


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    Sunshine
    is pouring through the newsroom's glass door, the temperatures have
    warmed up into the 60s, the sky is as blue as a little boy's eyes, and
    I feel a case of spring fever coming on.

    When my older son Alex was
    about three, he came up to me one day with a worried look on his little
    face, and said, "Mama, I want...I want....I want...." Then he looked at
    me with big eyes and pleaded, "Mama — tell me what I want!"

    Spring fever. A longing in your heart you can't quite understand.
    I've
    come down with a case of it almost every spring I can remember. A sort
    of nameless yearning, when the weather starts to change, the days get
    longer, the sunshine warmer. When the flowers just barely begin to peep
    out. A piercing wistfulness.

    Even as I rejoice in the beauty around me, I still want....something!
     I
    want....I want to see my dear ones I haven't seen in a long time. I
    want to go to Boulder to see  Alex, whom I haven't seen for eight
    months now. That's too long for this mother — any mother — to go
    without seeing her child's face. I want to see where he lives, and
    where he works, and explore his new Rocky Mountains with him.

    I want
    to go to Alexandria, Virginia, to see my sister Cissy, whom I haven't
    seen since Mama died last April. I want to sit out in her beautiful
    yard surrounded by blooming wisteria and dogwood, and talk and talk and
    talk from our hearts.

    I want to go to Chicago and see my baby brother, and listen to him tell funny stories in our Daddy's voice.
    I
    want to go to Sarasota and walk for miles down the beach at Siesta Key
    with my two little sisters, and laugh and talk and watch the tropical
    sunshine fracture into a million jewels on the blue water.

    I want to
    go to my nephew Ben’s Ratatouille birthday party, and watch him cooking
    in his play kitchen in his miniature chef’s hat.

    I want to go back
    to my old Mississippi hometown and sit in rocking chairs on
    magnolia-shaded front porches and drink coffee with the oldest friends
    of my life. I want to visit with my dear friend Pooh on the porch of
    her house at Golden Pond. I want to walk through the shady streets with
    my friend Marion, both of us talking non-stop the whole way. I want to
    go see my old friend Vicky's new twin babies and kiss their sweet
    little faces. I want to go to my neighbor Tina's house and watch her
    little boys play with trucks in the backyard. I want to go to our
    19th-century white-frame Catholic church and kneel with my dear friends
    in the cool silence there. I want to sit in Buzzy and Cyndy's house and
    reminisce about the old days when we were young together. I want to go
    out in the country and drink coffee with my cousin Mary Ann and talk
    about our Mamas, who are both spending their first spring in Heaven. I
    want to visit the old cemeteries where almost all the names are
    familiar.

    I want to go to Jackson and see Barbara, my cousin,
    friend, and most important mentor, who’s fighting a brave battle
    against cancer and still changing people’s lives with her valiant faith.

    I
    want to drive down to Louisiana and sit on my cousin Beau's front porch
    with him, and listen to him pick his guitar, and pet his golden dog and
    talk about when we were kids together.

    I want....I want to visit with my dear ones who have already crossed the River.
    I want to sail on the Gulf of Mexico with my Daddy at the helm of his beloved Moonraker again, and trim the jib for him.
    I want to tell funny stories to my Mama and hear her laugh, and see her smile the sweetest smile in the whole world.
    I
    want to walk through my grandmother Poppy's yard in the springtime with
    her and admire her beautiful flowers, and I want to sit around
    Grandmarie's marble-topped table in Gulfport again and eat boiled
    shrimp.

    I want to sit in the back of my Aunt Mimi's dress shop and listen to her good advice.
    I
    want to sit in Poppy’s kitchen and eat Mary Joiner's chicken and
    dumplin's and custard pie, and hear Mary call me “Baby” in her rich
    voice.

    I want to go back in time and rock my own little boys again,
    and hold them in my lap and read them stories, and hear their sweet
    little voices talking to me.

    "It just fairly makes your heart ache, you want it so!"

    By Celia DeWoody
    Copyright Harrison Daily Times 2008
    Harrison, Arkansas


  • Doyle and I went for a little ramble in the country this afternoon.
    Here's my favorite photo of the day:




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  • "Get your head on straight."
    When I was a high school
    English teacher, I used to hear the football coach telling his boys on
    the day of a game, "Get your head on straight." I think what the coach
    meant was, "Start thinking about winning the game."
     Concentrate on
    what you're supposed to be doing tonight. Think about crossing the goal
    line. Think about blocking your man. Think about kicking the ball and
    seeing it go between the uprights. Think about your pass landing right
    in your receiver's hands. Think about winning the game.
    To me,
    getting my head on straight means wrestling my thoughts from the
    negative to the positive, disciplining myself look on the bright side
    instead of dwelling on the dark side of things.
    Sometimes it's a lot
    easier to think about the negative. It doesn't take any effort to think
    about all the things that are wrong or are not going the way I’d hoped
    they would. It doesn't take any effort to look around me and find
    things that other people aren't doing to suit me. It doesn't take any
    effort to complain about my aches and pains or my problems. It doesn't
    take any effort to feel sorry for myself. It seems to come pretty
    naturally to complain and gripe and grumble and moan and whine.
    My
    dad used to warn us about following "the path of least resistance."
    When we were growing up, he'd tell me and my sisters not to be like
    water running down a hill, which naturally just follows the path where
    there is nothing in its way. He'd urge us to make our own paths, and
    not just be lazy and do whatever took the least effort.
    Sometimes it
    takes me very little effort to look on the dark side of things, to
    count up everything that's wrong, to list all my grievances and
    disappointments, and, I’m sorry to say, to burden the people around me
    by talking about all these negatives.
    But even though the process is
    easy, the pay-off is painful. The reward for this kind of thinking is a
    bad mood. It's grouchiness. It's feeling sorry for myself. It's
    irritability. It's discouragement. It's the blues. And it can be
    contagious. Negativism not only makes me unhappy — it makes everybody
    else around me feel bad.
    "Get your head on straight."
    People who
    don't know me very well sometimes get the impression that I'm basically
    a positive person, a person to whom "looking on the bright side" comes
    naturally. This isn’t completely true. While there are times in my life
    when it’s easy for me to be cheerful and see the good in situations and
    people around me, there are other times when my melancholy, pessimistic
    streak comes to the fore and threatens to take over, and I have to be
    careful not to feed it.
    For me, part of keeping my head on straight is to be careful what I put INTO my head.
    Computer wisdom says, "Garbage in, garbage out."
    It's
    the same thing with our minds, I think. If we feed them with dark,
    depressing, violent, or melancholy things — books, movies, music, video
    games — then what we're going to get out is anxiety and depression and
    worry and despair and discouragement.
    This also applies to the
    people we choose to spend our time with. At this point in my life, I'm
    not going to choose to spend much of my spare time with somebody who’s
    constantly throwing off shrapnel of anger or bitterness or self-pity,
    someone who is continually complaining. All those negative things are
    not only unpleasant to listen to — they can actually wound us. They can
    scratch our peace. They can scrape away our hard-won optimism. They can
    take the shine off of our joy.
    This is not to say that we shouldn't
    offer a listening ear to someone who needs to talk over a problem, or
    to show compassion to someone who is suffering. I'm talking about
    choosing to protect ourselves, to armor ourselves against, people who
    have chosen to habitually spread darkness instead of light.
    So
    here's what seems to work best for me when I'm struggling against
    pessimism or bitterness or melancholy: to do the old-fashioned,
    time-tested good things, like counting my blessings, and thanking the
    Lord for the gifts in my life. Trying to consciously look for the good
    in the people around me. Trying to point out the good things that I
    see, rather than the bad ones. Reading books  that lift my heart or
    shine light into my life, rather than those that depress me or cause a
    shadow to fall over my joy. Doing something nice for somebody else. And
    seeking out people who radiate light and joy.
    I try to remember St.
    Paul's advice: "Finally, brethren, whatever is true, whatever is
    honorable, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely,
    whatever is of good repute, if there is any excellence and if anything
    worthy of praise, dwell on these things."
    St. Paul never fails to help me in my struggle to get my head on straight.

    By Celia DeWoody
    Copyright  2008 Harrison Daily Times
    Harrison, Arkansas

  • Hey, friends,
    Whew! What a busy week I've had - I worked last Sunday afternoon doing an interview for a story, a full 40-plus week, then more than eight hours yesterday because it was my turn to be the "editor-of-the-weekend" for today's Sunday paper.
     We do a week's worth of special sections, 16 pages each, the last week in February every year, and it takes all hands working lots of extra hours to get it all done. It's fun work, but I'm tired!
    Just a little bit tired of dreary gray skies, "wintry mix" and damp cold that gets in your bones, too. I chose this cheerful yellow background to remind myself that soon the forsythia will be blooming, and the daffodils won't be far behind. We already have a wet brown yard dotted with crocuses in all kinds of Easter-eggy colors.
    Coming soon..........

    burst of forsythia 3 daffodils close

    Doyle and I went to Mass this morning, came home and both worked together to clean up our little house....D vacuumed and mopped the floors, and I got the laundry going, dusted, etc. Then we headed to the kitchen and made our favorite meal, chicken chalupas topped with fresh avocado, cilantro, lettuce, lime juice, grated cheese and salsa..yum! Now we're both being quite lazy. I even took a nap - slept for 15 whole minutes before the college boys next door started working on their car outside my bedroom window!
    I think I'll be lazy a little longer and read my book for a while before I finish the rest of the laundry, clean the bathroom and start ironing so I'll have something to wear to work in the morning.
    What are you up to, my friends?
    (new photo of me and my sweetheart....)

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  • Hey, friends,
    I'm sitting up in my little writing and thinking spot in the sort-of-finished attic of our house. I needed a little get-away spot, away from the TV and the rambunctious Great Dane puppy and the distractions of housework that's always calling my name when I'm not at the newspaper.
    A few weeks ago, my sweet husband helped me set up "Celia's Garret," in memory of Jo March's garret where she would retreat to "scribble" in Little Women. I have my little desk, right next to the window that overlooks the backyard, and a dusty-rose needlepoint armchair from my grandmother Poppy's house, and a Mission Oak straight-back chair from a yard sale, and a bookcase Doyle made. I've brought all of my "things" up here....all of the journals I've kept in my adult life, and boxes full of writings, newspaper columns, letters I wrote over the years to Mama, old photo albums from my childhood.
    For some reason, I've always felt compelled to chronicle my life, either in words or photos, or by keeping mementos. Maybe one day when I'm an old lady, too old to go out to work at the newspaper, I'll go through them all and write a memoir that probably will interest no one but me.
    Doyle goes to a woodcarving group in a nearby town on Saturday mornings, and I've been just spending those mornings cleaning house and doing laundry. But I've decided I need to guard my handful of hours alone and use them to reflect and write and think - and do housework later in the day.
    Do you spend much time alone? What do you do when you have a few hours alone on a weekend, when you feel like it's okay to take a break from your usual chores and responsibilities?

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  • Happy Valentine's Day, Charlie Brown


    Charles M. Schultz,
    America's most beloved cartoonist, died eight years ago this week. His
    last new "Peanuts" Sunday comic strip ran eight years ago today. In
    memory of Mr. Schultz, I'm reprinting for you my column that first ran
    Feb. 17, 2000, in the Macon Beacon in Macon, Miss.

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    I hope
    when Charles M. Schultz walked out to his driveway and opened his
    mailbox in Heaven Monday morning, an avalanche of Valentines fell out.

    Remember
    how year after year, Charlie Brown would go hopefully to the mailbox,
    wishing for a Valentine from the Little Red-Haired Girl, only to find
    it empty?

    We'll have the same feeling when we turn to the comic
    pages in the Sunday paper next week, and for the first time in our
    lives, not find a brand-new "Peanuts" waiting for us.

    Charles
    Schultz' little people have become part of the warp and woof of our
    live over the past half-century because they each ring a bell of
    recognition in our hearts.

    Charlie Brown, the wistful, round-headed
    kid who's always a little on the outside, but always hopeful that one
    day, he'll really get a Valentine...that Lucy won't pull the football
    away before he can kick it...that his kite won't get stuck in the
    Kite-Eating Tree...that the Little Red-Haired Girl will return his
    devotion.

    Linus, the little boy who always drags his security
    blanket wherever he goes. Lucy's little brother, perpetually nagged and
    belittled by his big sister. A sweet and gentle spirit. Will we ever
    hear the Christmas story from Luke without remembering Linus in the
    beloved Christmas television special, standing all alone on the stage,
    lisping, "And there were in the same country shepherds, keeping watch
    over their flocks by night...and the glory of the Lord shone round
    about them, and they were sore afraid...."

    Lucy, the world's meanest
    little girl. We all had a kid in the neighborhood like her. A nightmare
    of a big sister to Linus, and the bane of Charlie Brown's life. Lucy,
    who dispenses caustic Psychiatric Advice for a nickel to unlikely
    customers like Charlie Brown at her wooden stand. Yet there's something
    lovable about Lucy, too - her very crabbiness and bossiness make her so
    real.

    Snoopy. Like Dorothy told the Lion when she left Oz - I think
    I'll miss you most of all. World Famous World War One Flying Ace, with
    goggles in place and cape flying, on top of your doghouse. Woodstock's
    master, always observing wryly the antics of the yellow bird and his
    friends as they ice skate on your water bowl. Reminding your master to
    feed you, with your bowl in  your mouth. Snoopy the writer, typing away
    on the top of the doghouse: "It was a dark and stormy night...." I've
    loved you all my life, Snoopy. Don't go away.

    Charles M. Schultz
    understood the human heart. He understood that there's a Linus in each
    one of us who longs to drag our own security blanket everywhere we go.
    He understood that all of us sometimes feel like Charlie Brown, waiting
    for Lucy to snatch the football away and make a fool of him once again,
    or standing by an empty mailbox with a lonely heart while everyone else
    has a pile of Valentines.

    He understood that all of us, like Snoopy,
    have a longing for adventure and excitement and drama in our lives. He
    understood even the Lucys of the world, who cover up their own pain and
    loneliness with hurtful words and put-downs. He understood the artists,
    who can sit down at their own version of a toy piano, and, like
    Schroeder, make beautiful music.

    He looked with love at humankind,
    and helped us to look through his own unique lens. Charles Schultz was
    truly an artist, if artist help us to see the world in a different way,
    and help us to think, and change us. He sat down at his own unlikely
    piano -  his drawing board - and for 50 years blessed us all with some
    of the most memorable art of our time.

    Rest in peace, Charles
    Schultz. Have fun reading your millions of Valentines. Kick the winning
    field goal. Hit a home run with bases loaded. And hold the Little
    Red-Haired Girl's hand real tight as she sits there by your side.

    Thanks for all the smiles you gave us. We sure will miss you.

    (By Celia DeWoody. Printed in the Feb. 13 Harrison Daily Times, Harrison, Ark. 2008)



  • "True sanctity does not consist in trying to live without creatures. It
    consists in using the goods of life in order to do the will of God. It
    consists in using God's creation in such a way that everything we touch
    and see and use and love gives new glory to God. To be a saint means to
    pass through the world gathering fruits for heaven from every tree and
    reaping God's glory in every field. The saint is one who is in contact
    with God in every possible way, in every possible direction. He is
    united to God by the depths of his own being. He sees and touches God
    in everything and everyone around him. Everywhere he goes, the world
    rings and resounds (though silently) with the deep harmonies of God's
    glory."

    Thomas Merton, Seasons of Celebration

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